AMAYA'S POV
Was I surprised that he was back to being a jerk?
No.
Was I surprised that he was back to making silly rules and regulations?
No, I wasn't.
Was I hurt by his words as usual?
Yes, but this time, even more.
I had wanted this from him. I had wanted us to have sex. I offered myself to him because I had wanted him. My body needed him and now that it had, I should be happy but no, I wasn't.
I was heartbroken. I was angry, sad and ashamed. I was angry at myself for hurting myself by asking for this. I was sad because I thought things would be different afterwards. I was ashamed because I acted like a lust-filled animal.
Now he was back to giving silly rules. I had no idea what was to come for us in the nearest future after what happened but whatever it was, I was praying it was nothing depressingly heartbreaking.
