Leo's POV
It was a few days ago when we were having dinner and as always with dinner I was enjoying my father's taunts, that day Scorp was quite cause I have already told him to do so and if he doesn't listen then our house would be on fire. Even though he agreed I can still see the frustration and anger in his eyes while having dinner but he was controlling for our own sake. After my father was satisfied by taunting me he told us that he would as Rian to meet us cause he wanted us to be closer to him. He didn't tell the reason but I can sense some plan behind that anyways I ignored it and agreed to meet him cause why not he is cute pretty, friendly and even kind and also I wanted to meet him cause its been days since we last met but then Scorp said that he would not be able to come with me as he has some work to do which I was fine with.
I was somehow excited to meet him, I felt an unique excitement meeting him but I decided to ignore it cause I was trying to find answer for two god damn hours sitting in the same position it hurt my back. I was eagerly waiting for tomorrow and with that I drifted off you sleep.
Next day means technically today. I woke up early then average, I went to my plants, did my daily work and went to bathroom for a bath came down did breakfast and followed my father , I was terrified by the thought that today I have to handle him alone, today his taunts kind of pissed me and also hurt which doesn't usually, so I was kind of sad and angry. When we got off someone came and tapped my shoulder, when I saw that person I was so shocked it was my bsf. She was the one beside Scorp and mom whom I trusted most and she also know about my father, she was always their with me in my hard times and today I was of course not going to leave her alone but I think that was one of my biggest Mistake. Meeting her after so much years I totally forgot about Rian and went to spend time with her instead which I regret the most in this world. After spending almost an day with her we were infront of the office near the garden I was bidding her goodbye when someone called my name
I turned and it was Rian, I have no idea where my mind was at that time after being taunted by my father my bsf was able make me smile she has this talent she is the best sister to me.
Rian- What are you doing here?
Leo- what does that mean?
Rian- I mean we were suppose to meet today so why didn't you came?
Shit that was the time I realized the feeling which I was getting from morning about forgetting something that was our meet up. But again I have no idea where I kept my brain and I simply said with my bsf. I know I am wrong here but I was not in my right mind. After which he got angry and higher his voice which was quite right but that made my angry and I blamed him and said that I was forced to meet him. After saying that I realized that what I said to him and tried to apologize him and even call him but he didn't seem to hear it and turned and went to grab his things.
I was going to stop him and explain him but my bsf said that I should give him sometime cause whatever shit I said was so mean and that now he didn't wanted to meet me and somehow I agreed to it and that's my second Mistake of the day.
After that I went home, my bsf tried to stop me but now I was not really in the mood to spend time with her and said that I am not feeling well and slipped out from there, I know that this time I messed very hard. I failed to protect him. I wanted to take him away from this cruel world but instead I also became the part of that cruel world and hurt him. Even though I don't know him for long time but I am sure now he wouldn't even want to see me and maybe even blaming him and would probably hate me already, but I can'do anything now I already said that to him.
I was sitting all sad on the bench in our yard when I saw Scorp coming out of the house. It was already dark I directly went to sit in yard instead of going home, at this point I already felt like a brat and I didn't want to regret my existence more by facing my father. Scorp came and sat beside me in his regular playful manner, sometimes I think that Scorp is really lucky and happy in his life while here I am daily thinking about my death.
Scorp- hey bro ! why sitting here anyways how was the meeting with brother-in-law huh (Teasing)
Leo- Scorp plz stop, I am not in the mood to listen to your sit now, I am already missed up
Scorp- why, what happened. Yesterday you were happy when dad told you to meet Rian, so what happened now
Leo- Scorp, I really messed up today. So much that I feel like a villain
Scorp- calm down and slowly tell me what happened we will find solution to it together ok ?
After that I told him everything and was almost at the verge to cry but somehow controlled myself.
Scorp- it's that bitch again. I told you to stay away from her from the start see now she is the only reason for your sadness. I hated her from the start
Leo- Scorp can you plz stop blaming her its my fault not her
Scorp- bu- anyways let her go let focus on what's important. Leo what I think is you should visit him asap cause I think there is some misunderstanding between you two and you should talk to him face to face and don't be a brat and speak nicely understanding him also
Leo- ya think
Scorp- now don't overthink what happened is happened so you should now sleep quietly and talk to him and solve your problem
Leo- but I am scared
Scorp- you already messed so now nothing is in your hands except for facing him if you still want him to befriend with him.
Scorp- see I am not blaming you but here it is really your fault and you should only face it and try to solve it. I can't say anything else so think slowly I am going mosquitoes here are eating me alive and I think you should also go to your room if you want to stay alive. Good night
Leo- Good night
I thought about what he told me and after sometime I felt that he is damn right and even got the courage to face Rian and solve the problem, I will visit him tomorrow if possible. With that I drifted off to sleep I was too tired to take a shower or even change cloths so I slept, thinking about my mistakes