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Chapter 166 - Chapter 166 New Life (5)

After the epic and laughter-filled dango duel ended in a tie—both competitors running out of breath faster than the dango—they made their way to an old wooden inn by the shimmering canal, named "Kikyou no Yado." The fragrant aroma of cedar wood and jade incense welcomed them, wrapping around their weary bodies like a warm embrace, inviting them to relax and unwind.

The innkeeper, an elderly woman adorned with bright purple hair styled in a lively tuft and draped in a robe resembling festive curtains, greeted them with a warm smile that radiated kindness. "Two people, one room left; unfortunately, it only has... one bed," she announced cheerfully, her eyes twinkling with mischief.

"Ah..." Rinoa froze, turning slowly to Fitran, who suddenly resembled a marble statue, his expression set in a mix of surprise and contemplation.

Fitran managed a smile, albeit awkwardly, and with a gentle tone, he replied, "It's fine. I can sleep standing, like an elf guarding a tower. Though it may not be as effective as I'd like." His voice carried a hint of bravado, trying to mask the sudden awkwardness of their situation.

"But you're not an elf. You've even fallen from your meditation chair because you dozed off," Rinoa teased, her laughter bubbling beneath the surface, her bright tone slicing through the tension like a ray of sunlight.

"I was just... practicing 'Dream Stance'," Fitran defended himself, a subtle blush creeping into his cheeks, his voice a blend of caution and earnestness despite his otherwise serious demeanor.

As they entered their room, the atmosphere transformed into a warm sanctuary filled with enticing scents and soft light. Magical orbs hung from the ceiling, casting a gentle glow reminiscent of fireflies dancing in the twilight, while a large lotus-shaped bed dominated the space, its petals unfurling invitingly and offering a tranquil haven for the weary travelers.

"If you're feeling scared, I can build a pillow barricade," Fitran said protectively, a spark of warmth in his tone as he tried to lift Rinoa's spirits.

"A pillow barricade?" Rinoa raised an eyebrow, her smile lighting up the room like the soft glow of the magical lights hanging above. "That's not a fortress, that's an invitation to a pillow fight!"

With a playful grin, Fitran picked up a soft pillow, preparing it as if he were casting an incantation, the tenderness in his hands betraying his serious demeanor. "Barrier of Purity! Level: Sacred Celibate Mode!"

Rinoa burst into laughter, her eyes sparkling like the starry sky outside. Then, with a teasing glint, she said, "With that magical pillow power, are you sure you can fend off your own nightmares?"

"Of course. As long as you don't turn into a dragon in the middle of the night," Fitran replied, a hint of vulnerability lacing his voice as he tried to keep the weight of his secret at bay.

"If I turn into a dragon, you'll have to be the prince who kisses me," Rinoa countered, her playful yet gentle tone wrapping around them like a warm blanket of companionship.

"In that case... I hope you only turn into a lizard," Fitran chuckled, his voice filled with a yearning for the simplicity of this joyful moment.

As they exchanged little jokes and smiles that refused to fade, they shared a peaceful night in the happy city, each with one eye open, hearts entwined in unspoken intimacy, and a palpable bond formed in the warmth of their laughter.

As the night began to age, the Cerza sky softly glowed with aquamarine moonlight filtering gently through the thin curtain at the window, casting delicate patterns across the room. On the bed, which was infused with the calming scent of chamomile, Fitran and Rinoa lay back to back, their bodies parallel yet separated by an unspoken barrier. The laughter that had filled the air earlier was now a distant echo, and the joyful chaos of their playful pillow fight faded into memory. Only the profound whisper of silence remained, as if the world outside conspired to give them space to truly hear their own hearts beating in tandem.

Rinoa took a deep breath, the faint scent of Fitran's hair mingling with the evening breeze, interweaving her thoughts as they floated toward deeper places. "Fitran…" her voice was barely a whisper, soft yet imbued with a tinge of hope, each syllable laced with vulnerability.

"Hm?" Fitran murmured, still and still, his eyes now fluttering open, filled with a newfound attentiveness that hinted at his awareness of the weight of their conversation.

"You know… sometimes I think, maybe a life like this… isn't so bad," Rinoa gazed at the wooden wall before her, her voice flowing like morning mist weaving through an awakening world. "Walking with you. Sitting down to savor sweet food, then laughing… and finally, drifting off to sleep in a strange place like this. It feels like an adventure."

Fitran remained silent, allowing her words to hang in the air, absorbing each one with a quiet intensity. He felt the heavy shroud of the unspoken secrets they shared, each delicate implication threading through the silence.

"I grew up with the belief that life is a constant struggle, that there's no room for the little things like happiness," she continued, her voice softening with each confession. "But when I'm with you... that chaotic world outside doesn't seem so frightening anymore. I feel… like I can believe that the world can be just a little gentler, at least when I'm with you."

Silence enveloped them like a warm blanket, yet the space between them thrummed with an unspoken connection. Then, Fitran's gentle voice pierced the stillness, carrying a weight of caution.

"Rinoa," he spoke softly, his tone imbued with tenderness and care, "sometimes I feel too broken to understand love. But if what you feel... is your way of loving, then I will cherish it. Just like I protect my invisible magic, even though it can occasionally feel unbearably heavy."

Though they remained turned away from one another, the silence that lingered in the air transformed. It was no longer an empty void but rather a cocoon woven with warmth, depth, and a profound honesty that words could never fully capture. In that shared space, there was a reassuring sense that they were not alone, even as each bore the weight of their own struggles.

Rinoa smiled softly in the shadows, her heart swelling with empathy. "You know, even though you feel broken, your strength still shines, Fitran. I may seem cheerful, but I too feel how heavy everything is."

Fitran's gaze drifted to the grim ceiling above, where the aquamarine moonlight spilled like a lazy silver river, dancing along the walls. Despite Rinoa's rhythmic breathing behind him, which had grown calm and peaceful, sleep eluded him. In that thick silence, his thoughts meandered slowly, like a weary sinner hesitant to confront the past. "But Rinoa," he murmured to himself, "you still don't remember everything, do you? Sometimes I wish I could take all that pain away from you."

"You know I'm stronger than that, right?" Rinoa murmured, her voice barely above a whisper, as if she could somehow resonate with the thoughts swirling in Fitran's mind. "So, don't worry too much. We still have many adventures waiting for us."

He closed his eyes tightly, yet Rinoa's image emerged vividly in his mind—her warm smile illuminating the shadows, laughter that danced like sunlight on water, and tears glistening like dew at dawn. Yet, the memory of her angry frown and vacant stare pierced through him the most, haunting him relentlessly. It wasn't merely the thought of Rinoa forgetting him that filled him with dread, but rather the fear that she might lose her sense of self entirely.

"You said living like this isn't so bad," he whispered to the silence, grappling with the heavy weight of his own thoughts. "But what if one day those memories return? What if you remember who betrayed you, who loved you, and who left you… including me?"

His hands tightened into fists beneath the blanket, knuckles white with tension. He longed to shield Rinoa from the storm of her past, understanding intimately that he was also intertwined within her wounds—an ironic figure, a guardian who could easily become the poison in her healing.

"And if someday you remember everything... and decide to hate me, I will accept it," he spoke softly into the night, surrendering to the weight of his emotions. He turned slightly, gazing at the tranquil silhouette of Rinoa's face as she slept, her features relaxed in peaceful slumber. "But if you want to live like this... even if it's just for a while... then I will be the sky for your fog. A place where you are lost, but also a place where you can return."

Outside, the night wind whispered through the trees, carrying the sweet scent of Cerza flowers that swayed gently in the breeze, much like an unspoken prayer. It was a prayer not voiced, yet always deeply felt, lingering in the stillness of the night.

For a fleeting moment, he questioned if it was merely a figment of his imagination or perhaps the soft echo of his heart yearning for expression. But no, it was unmistakably Fitran's voice—soft yet cracked, resonating like a bittersweet farewell… or an earnest plea that hung delicately in the air.

With a sense of trepidation, Rinoa slowly turned around. A warm ache enveloped her chest, a curious sensation that sparked both comfort and turmoil within her. The moonlight cascaded gently over Fitran's face, illuminating the surprise etched in his features as their eyes met.

"The sky, right?" Rinoa whispered, her voice thick with emotions she struggled to comprehend. "You know, Fitran… if you became the sky, then I would undoubtedly be the rain. Falling recklessly, sometimes causing disarray for those below, yet on occasion, bringing forth a rainbow to brighten even the gloomiest of days."

Fitran froze for a heartbeat, caught in the weight of her words. Then, a soft chuckle escaped him, a sound imbued with both bitterness and sweetness woven together in a fragile breath.

"And you know, Rinoa, if you're the rain… then you must definitely be the storm," he replied gently, caution threading through his tone. "But I would gladly embrace every fleeting moment… as long as you promise not to leave."

In response, Rinoa smiled softly, her fingers reaching out to delicately caress Fitran's hand, a silent confirmation that their connection was, indeed, real.

"I don't know who I was before…" she murmured, her voice drifting just above a whisper. "But if living in this way means I can hear your words during nights like this… perhaps I can savor this sense of curiosity just a little longer."

Fitran remained silent, yet the warmth of his hand, entwined with Rinoa's fingers, spoke volumes, weaving an unspoken understanding that enveloped them both in the stillness of the night.

For a fleeting moment, she wondered if this was merely a dream or perhaps just the lingering echo of her own heartbeat left unspoken. But no, this was undeniably Fitran's voice—soft and fragile, reminiscent of a whisper bidding farewell or a heartfelt plea yearning to be acknowledged.

Slowly, Rinoa turned her body, confusion swirling within her. Her chest felt unexpectedly warm yet painfully tight. The moonlight spilled into the room, illuminating Fitran's face, and he appeared taken aback to find her gaze fixed upon him.

"The sky, right?" Rinoa murmured, her voice fragile with emotions she couldn't fully comprehend. "You know, Fitran… if you become the sky, don't be surprised if I become the rain. I'll fall whenever I please, causing mischief for others, yet sometimes bringing forth rainbows in the aftermath."

Fitran held his silence for a moment, then released a quiet laugh that wove together threads of bitterness and sweetness in a single breath.

"And if you are the rain, Rinoa, then you must also be a storm," he replied softly. "But I will remain here, ever willing to be battered at any moment… as long as you do not vanish from my sight."

Rinoa smiled faintly, her heart swelling with unspoken affection. Hesitantly, she reached out to touch Fitran's hand, as if seeking reassurance that this tender moment was indeed real.

"I don't know who I used to be…" she confessed, her voice barely above a whisper, resonating like a mantra in the stillness of the night. "But if living like this allows me to hear your words every night… maybe I can learn to take my time in remembering."

Fitran didn't articulate a response, yet the gentle grasp of his fingers around Rinoa's hand spoke volumes, conveying an understanding that enveloped them both that night.

The night in Cerza felt as if time had come to a serene standstill. A gentle breeze wove through the room, rustling the delicate curtains and carrying with it the soothing aroma of blooming flowers, entwined with the cool air, while the light of the Aquamarine moon bathed everything in a silvery glow. Fitran sat on the edge of the bed, absorbed in a distant reverie, his gaze fixed out the window, yet his heart raced faster than usual with an unidentifiable anticipation.

Rinoa, who had been lying with her eyes half-closed, finally peeled herself away from the softness of the bed. The velvety darkness of the night did little to hinder her keen sight; her focus was fixed unwaveringly on the solitary figure by the window. She approached him with cautious steps, each one deliberate, as if she were traversing a sacred space where silence reigned, yet a subtle, unspoken force beckoned her closer.

"Fitran," she whispered softly, her voice a melodic sound that drifted through the air like a gentle breeze, reaching into the depths of his heart.

Fitran turned slowly, his sharp eyes meeting Rinoa's with an intensity that felt electric. This time, however, there was a poignant difference; gone was his usual cynical smile or any facade of stiffness. Instead, his gaze was filled with something profound, as if all the words he longed to express were ensnared in the silence trapped within that single, lingering look. Rinoa closed the distance between them, feeling as though they existed in a world that had shrunk to just the two of them.

"What's wrong, Rinoa?" Fitran asked, his voice low and soothing, each word flowing like a gentle caress.

Rinoa nodded, her gaze locked onto Fitran's face, which felt achingly close, as if the world had melted away to just the two of them. A tranquil warmth enveloped her, infusing her with a peculiar sense of peace, as if time itself had paused. The worries, anxieties, and confusion that typically swirled in her heart had vanished, leaving only the steady rhythm of their hearts, synchronized despite the space that still lingered between them.

"Sometimes I think... how did we get here?" Rinoa whispered, her voice barely a tremor in the stillness, infused with disbelief at their unfolding reality. "It feels as though the universe conspired to unite us, despite our stark differences. Perhaps this is the handiwork of a whimsical author, crafting a narrative of unexpected connections."

Fitran remained silent but took a small, deliberate step closer, the air dwindling between them. Just inches away, Rinoa sensed the warmth radiating from his slightly trembling body, and for the first time, an unfamiliar calm washed over her. There was no fear—no fear of the past, nor apprehension about what lay ahead.

"Rinoa…" Fitran began, his voice scarcely more than a whisper, as if afraid to disturb the delicate moment. "I understand that we walk a path laden with challenges, given all that has transpired. But there is something you must hear. If this world can grant us anything beautiful, it is moments like this."

Rinoa delicately lifted her hand, her fingertips grazing Fitran's face, as if afraid that this fragile moment might slip away into the ether. The soft touch of her fingers brushed against his cheek, a gentle reminder that this was real; they stood together in the same space, tethered by an unspoken connection. "You know, Fitran? Outside of all this, I feel like a character caught in some surreal romance movie. Why are we just standing here?"

"Don't be afraid," he replied, his voice a tender mix of hope and uncertainty. "I'm here, Fitran."

With a nearly imperceptible motion, Fitran took hold of Rinoa's hand, his grip firm yet reassuring, capturing her warmth as if it could melt away any lingering barriers between their hearts. "You have no idea how much this means to me," he whispered, his breath barely brushing her skin. Slowly, he drew Rinoa a bit closer, their faces inching together as the world around them faded into a soft blur.

"I'm not afraid," Fitran replied, his voice a soothing melody that flowed softly, even though it usually carried the weight of unspoken tension. "Because I know, even if we might not have a clear path ahead, at least we're moving forward together."

Before Rinoa could respond with anything more than a breathless whisper, Fitran leaned in, their lips tantalizingly close, creating a charged atmosphere thick with anticipation. The night wrapped around them like a silken tapestry, every heartbeat synchronized as if the world itself held its breath, waiting. Slowly, they drew nearer, and in the profound silence illuminated only by the moonlight, their kiss became a language of its own, conveying emotions deeper than mere words ever could.

The kiss was gentle yet brimming with all the emotions they had kept concealed—fear, longing, hope, and most importantly, a burgeoning trust in each other. Rinoa sensed a subtle tremor in Fitran's body, a reflection of the whirlwind of feelings between them. She responded softly, as if this moment belonged to no one else but the two of them, encased in a bubble of intimacy that shielded them from the realities of the outside world.

When they finally broke apart, their breaths came in heavy, labored gasps, mingling in the cool evening air. Rinoa looked deeply into Fitran's eyes, and this time, the uncertainty that had once clouded their connection was absent. No fear or anxiety lingered between them—only an unspoken bond that felt more profound than anything words could ever convey.

Fitran held her gaze in silence for a moment, his expression softening with a faint smile. "I don't know what tomorrow will bring, Rinoa," he said, his voice steady yet tender, "but I do know one thing: I will always be here for you. Even if the world around us shifts and changes, even if we ourselves transform, I will remain constant. Like a star that never fades, even when the sky is shrouded in clouds."

Rinoa nodded, warmth spreading through her at his words, a sweet smile blossoming on her lips. "I know, Fitran. And I promise, I will always find a way to make you smile, even in the darkest of days."

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