Dear Saya,
I wonder how long it has been. Nothing's changed much around here. Neither me nor my surroundings. There was a thunderstorm a while ago, I didn't go out to see the thunder like I used to. Mom's doing well. I really do resemble her more than I'd like to admit. I'm doing alright. Daddy's doing ok I guess, well as much as a person in his place can. Like daddy used to say I am becoming more like him as I age. I miss the vigor I used to have when I was younger, when I thought anything was possible. I am learning to treasure the things I have now. As a child I think I always had more clarity than I have now, I knew what I wanted, I had a set view of the world. The older I get the blurrier the scenery becomes. I thought losing dad would be the greatest pain I ever will experience in my life. I was wrong.
Yours truly.