I lost hope in everything I once had hope in,all the paintings in my Chambers were taken away including moms album everything in my room was destroyed from verses to tables to chairs to lamp stands even books. All the Flowers and orchards in my garden were cut away ,my Chambers were void and it was even worse at night because there was no light to see with, I shared my room with rats and mouse ,Lena came to my Chambers every day to harass me whiles Margret joined in at night,they made me feel like dirt in human form .for three years I've been maltreated and abused,
this is the origin of my agony.
The only day which made me happy was approaching ,smiles I was began to find it way to my gloomy face again ,after 3 hours from now I will be 14 years old I knew that lemuel would be 20 Lena 15 Margaret 14 while George fifth teen I was the youngest.