The time froze as everything stopped moving. Our breaths were mingling in slow motion as I felt heat sprout within me. The voice that kept on chanting mate in my head were getting farther and farther away. This moment felt odd yet right. My hand moved on its own and caressed his right cheek. His eyes slowly closed as he savored the feeling of my hand and then the lids of his eyes fluttered open.
My heart was beating slowly, following a rhythm that was hard to point out. His blue eyes held so many emotions as I felt my heart fluttered uncontrollably. At that moment, all I could hear was our breathing and our heart that was beating. Everything was like a fantasy. It was mesmerizing, forbidden and felt nice. All of it takes me in — gets me in. A wonderful feeling that I did not want to cut off.
Then our lips touched.
My arms circled around his neck as I deepened the kiss. A small growl ripped itself from his chest as our lips smashed at each other. His lips were soft, sweet and addicting. I did not want to let go of this feeling but I was afraid that if I woke up, everything was all just a dream. A dream that meant that I was not kissing Spade.
My hand ran through his hair as his arms wrapped itself around my waist. He pulled me closer, making me let out a small moan. His tongue slipped on my lower lip making my lips parted a little. His tongue darted in and clashed with mine. He pulled me closer making me sit on his thighs, our lips locking in a heated movement. My hormones were flushed in my system like huge waves and I knew that it was hard to stop now.
That was when I felt something hard poking on my hips.What the heck was that?
I pushed myself closer making him groan hoarsely. My eyes instantly opened wide as a thought crossed in my mind. I pushed him and let myself fall on the bed. A shrieked leaped itself out from my lips as I put my hands over my face and closed my eyes.
A deep growl erupted from him then silence fell over. A few minutes had passed until an earthly chuckled diminished the silence that were screaming. I heard footsteps and doors creaking open. My eyes were still close, afraid of what I would see and things I was not yet used to.
"Okay, open your eyes now..." he exclaimed.
I shook my head as I felt the bed dip. My body once again screamed the word horny that I wanted to continue what we were doing a while ago. My face turned beet red when I remembered the kiss we just shared, it could also be called something as Make Out Session.
"I am already decent, Alexandria." he whispered in my ear making my body shivers in delight.
My hands shook as I peeked through my fingers and tilted my head. I looked at his face that were full of amusement and a smile lighting up his beautiful face. My eyes slowly did a once over and stared at his top. He was shirtless that I was afraid to look below.
"Y-you are not yet d-decent." I answered back as I felt the blush turning madder as red and my words stammering.
He chuckled once again, "At least I have some pants now."
I closed my eyes, "I don't believe you."A pair of warm huge hands grabbed my hands and pulled it away from my face, "Open your eyes and look at me, Alexa."
His voice was soothing and comforting. My name that easily slipped from his mouth sent me on edge making me want to pounce on him and continue what we were doing a while ago. There was also doubt that clouding inside of me. Questions popping in like a hurricane and what if that were filling in like an endless serenade.
What if I did not care of that thing that was poking on my hips? What if I let him kiss me fully and let everything flow freely? What if I did not scream and let ourselves continue that heated make-out session? What if everything kept on its course? What if that kind of kiss just happened because he of his hormones? What if...
So many what ifs that I felt like dying. So many questions that I was afraid to know the answer. I wanted to know the answer yet also afraid to know he feels the opposite.
"Do you trust me?" Spade's voice snapped me back out of my little trance.
"What did you say?" I questioned, wanting to know and be sure of what he just said.
"I said, do you trust me, Alexandria?" he repeated as I felt myself going cloud nine just from hearing my name out his well-sculpted sensual lips.
I took a deep breath still smelling his scent that drives me crazy, "I do."
I felt his hand stroking my left wrist making me calm, "Then open your eyes."
My eyes slowly opened as his face greeted me. His blue eyes were mixed in different emotions that I could not define nor point out. It was magical and hypnotizing that I felt like drowning in it. Then what happened a while ago flashed in my mind clearly.
The corner of his lips turned up that I had a feeling that he knew what I was thinking about. That got me once again blushed like a madwoman. I was awestruck about this kind of thing. Yesterday, my life was still normal but when he turned into a massive huge black wolf in front of me; it quickly changed my life in a one-hundred eighty degrees upside down.
My eyes scanned him and saw that he was indeed wearing a pair of pants. It never did occur to me when we were kissing that he was butt naked. That just got my face redder as thoughts of him kissing me without anything on was hot. My mind was thinking of the possibilities of what could happen if ever I did not push him away. It could get a lot more steaming in here than it should actually be.
I shook my head and composed myself, "So, you are a werewolf?" I asked as my voice felt so natural and collected.
He nodded his head as his eyes sparkled in amusement, "Indeed I am."
I bit my lower lip which made his eyes darted on it and a small growl erupted from his chest. His eyes darkening as I felt myself getting horny once again. I felt like a wild animal that was hungry for something. Something dangerous.
"And I am a werewolf?" I questioned, wanting him to look at my eyes rather than my lips.
His eyes looked back at my green ones, "Yes."
He grabbed hold of my hand and let it fit in his huge rough hand, "How am I a werewolf?"
His eyes flickered with amusement, "You changed into a white wolf several hours ago."My lips flapped open and closed but no words came out making him let out a deep chuckle which made my insides twist in different ways. It felt so right to be here with him.
"Then it is not a dream?" I voiced out after a few minutes of thrashing in my mind to find another question that was appropriate.
"No." he responded, "That only means that you never know that werewolves are real until I told you and you shifted into one."I kept quiet, wanting him to continue. Wanting to know more than just being a werewolf. I wonder if it was the reason that I did not have my real family with me. No biological parents to guide me.
"Your parents never told you?" he asked.
My eyes felt empty and sullen, "I have a family but they are not my real ones."
He heaved a sigh, "I am sorry."
I shook my head as I smiled bitterly, "It's okay. You never know."
"Why don't I show you to the others?" he instantly stated, changing the topic.
My eyes widened as I stared at him, "There are others like you?"
It felt odd to hear it from Spade that there are others. I felt some kind of happiness bubbling inside of me as I thought of others just like Spade but there was also doubt. Would they hate me? Would they all loathe me for I was just some petty girl who suddenly came out of nowhere? Thoughts scurried in my mind as I bit my tongue.
"Not just me but also like you..." he nodded his head as his smile widened, "There are a lot of our kinds, Alexa."